R.eminiscence

Dear Diary,

I'm sorry that i did not have you updated for a very long time.
It's been a laborious week.
alright,I'm not bragging about myself,
but i think that i've been contributing alot to many stuff.
Now,my kids are gonna go for camp next week
& im gonna take a new batch of students next year.
I really hope that the class i take is bonded & will be with us teachers.

Recently,
my life have been quite cluttered.
i mean...
I've a friggin' family who doesnt give a sh*t to how hard i studied for my examinations & my result to come.
Also,ive been facing alot of "need to please people" situations,
which,i have also been forcing myself to do so.
I kept attenuating myself to a point where even,
the candle in the darkest room cant be seen.

I've been trying to get a job recently,& it doesnt look like what i had expected.
I'm currently at home waiting for N'level results.
Gaming all day long is not what im doing.
I'm going to church nearly 4-5 days per week & have to please people with what i do or what i say.
Dont you find it tiring?
I DO FIND IT TIRING.

Oh.
I'm going out with my BFF on grad night week.
you know how excited i am?
its like...
Dude,last week of seeing each other.
i cant explain how im feeling about this
but it has been hard on me.

My feelings have been quite unkempt recently.
I really do not want to fall back to my old self.
My "emo" self.

Anyway,it seems that no one reads my blog.

Diary,
wont you get tired of my rantings?

~ends~

C.laudia♥

" She’s a lil girl,
living in her perfect world
Until the bad guy come,
and tore everything apart.."

Money cant buy everything
Not all endings are happy
everything's just like alice in her lalaland.

Claudia.
was on earth for 16 annoying years.
since 220794.
Friends take priorities.
i ♥ green & panda.

` Green Crumpler bag
` Pass chinese
` Better videoing skills
` Panda stuff toys
` A new green badminton racquet
` Have a stronger voice
` Finish learning guitar
` New handphone
~~` Promote to sec5NA/Higher Nitec~~
` Looney Tunes stuff toy

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