R.eminiscence

Dear Blog,

you know how i felt each time a problem crops up?
i feel inutile.
i feel like an idiot.
why.
cause i cant solve it.
& everytime my heart cries,i try my best not to show it out.
but humans take it for advantage.
they thought,that im happy.
insults,swearings,many absurd words just fly out.
i keep quiet.
bullies,scoldings,i take it to heart.
heart knows best.
emotionally hurt,physically normal,mentally retarded.
thats me.
so many problems to solve,so many blames accepted that isnt even mine.
yet,when i wanted to rant everything out,
no one's there.
no one understands.
& all im left with is just...
ME.
in the corner,talking to my carebear,
as though it understands.
as though it would reply,
even though i thought it would,
it didnt.
i realized i was in a mess.
everything of me.
& all i can do now is,
to sit & wait for reaper to come.

~end~

C.laudia♥

" She’s a lil girl,
living in her perfect world
Until the bad guy come,
and tore everything apart.."

Money cant buy everything
Not all endings are happy
everything's just like alice in her lalaland.

Claudia.
was on earth for 16 annoying years.
since 220794.
Friends take priorities.
i ♥ green & panda.

` Green Crumpler bag
` Pass chinese
` Better videoing skills
` Panda stuff toys
` A new green badminton racquet
` Have a stronger voice
` Finish learning guitar
` New handphone
~~` Promote to sec5NA/Higher Nitec~~
` Looney Tunes stuff toy

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